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Monday, June 6th, 2005

Time:12:49 am.
So I should be putting this under an LJ cut, but fuck it until later.

Step 1: Open your Winamp or other MP3 player.
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first thirty songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing
Step 4: Wait for complaints about the esoteric nature of your mp3s
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1. The Faint with Bright Eyes - Dust
2. Bright Eyes - From a Balance Beam
3. The Shins - Pink Bullets
4. The Postal Service - Iron and Wine
5. Death From Above 1979 - Dead Womb
6. Alexisonfire - Adelleda
7. The Shins - Know Your Onion!
8. The Decemberists - The Legionnaire's Lament
9. Hot Hot Heat - Talk to Me, Dance With Me
10. The Faint - Take Me to the Hospital
11. Modest Mouse - The World at Large
12. Bright Eyes - The Calender Hung Itself
13. Modest Mouse - Novocain Stain
14. Bright Eyes - If Winter Ends
15. Hot Hot Heat - Oh, Goddamnit
16. Northstar - Two Zero Two
17. Death from Above 1979 - Turn it Out
18. Death From Above 1979 - Going Steady
19. Alexisonfire - Get Fighted
20. Bright Eyes - Loose Leaves
21. A Perfect Circle - 13 Minutes
22. Modest Mouse - The Fruit That Ate Itself
23. Modest Mouse - Polar Opposites
24. Jimi Hendrix - House of the Rising Sun
25. Bright Eyes - Light Pollution
26 . Jimi Hendrix - Castles Made of Sand
27. Radiohead and the Pixise - In My Mind (Rare Acoustic)
28. The Postal Service - We Will Become Silhouettes
29. Modest Mouse - Heart Cooks Brain
30. The Pixies - Crackity Jones
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Time:2:51 pm.
Mood: blah.
Man, I keep running into these crazy coincidences. As is the way with life I can't remember them all offhand, but a weird one is that Alex wrote about Jim Morrison in his livejournal, and then Annie, another person on my friends list, wrote about Jim Morrison just before he did.. well anyway. Life is ... I don't update much anymore, single life is not as satisfying as I hoped it would be. oh well, ciao
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Wednesday, March 16th, 2005

Time:12:32 am.
You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

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Anarchism

92%

Green

75%

Democrat

75%

Republican

58%

Communism

50%

Nazi

25%

Socialist

25%

Fascism

0%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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...wow, i swear i scored completely honest. not like im trying to be hardcore or anything.
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Sunday, February 6th, 2005

Time:11:53 pm.
I hate fucking Napolean Dynamite and all those assholes that flock to it. Before finals started I had to watch that bullshit movie in 4 fucking classes, for two days each. I had already saw it in the theater and then my friend persisted that i see it TWICE it was decent in the theaters if not too dry for my tastes and the second time felt like overdosing on chocolate fudge. ick. and now every fucking asshole that jacks himself off to Laguna Beach is OBSESSED WITH THAT MOVIE quoting it in class like "Heck yes" and "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS" its just fucking obnoxious people come on..
thank you.
Comments: 2 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Time:11:49 pm.
Mood:fuck.
You scored as Deb. You scored Deb! You may be shy, but underneath that exterior is a beautyqueen, or king, or whoever you are!

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Deb

83%

Rex

75%

Napoleon

67%

Pedro

50%

Kip

33%

Uncle Rico

25%

What Napoleon Dynamite Character do you resemble?
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Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005

Subject:wow
Time:5:07 pm.
Mood: as a motherfucker.
i can't believe i answered the test totally truthfully and got..


I am nerdier than 88% of all people. Are you nerdier? Click here to find out!


so just because i love chemistry and math and computers that makes me a nerd? i guess
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Monday, January 17th, 2005

Time:7:43 pm.
Mood:the worst i've ever felt in my entire sixteen years of existence.
I used to think there was such a thing as 'mutual and unselfish compassion.'

In the time before, I believed that emotions were completely logical - I've grown up with emotions and feelings, and I've always been used to them not making rational sense. I never noticed that they didn't check out before - caring was caring, compassion was compassion, and love was love; they needed no further justification than that.

I also believed that there had to be at least a hint of logic to compassion, somewhere. There is the logic in life that states that, if you risk your life for someone else, others will think better of you, or you could be rewarded, or you would simply feel good about yourself. But now I realize that those are untrue, those aren't explanations of compassion, just a few side effects.

People do things for others because it is right, because they believe that they care about that person. Simply because life is the most beautiful, awe-inspiring and precious thing that exists, and where there is pain, danger or suffering it is right to stop it, because it is detrimental to life. That, however, is also just an explanation. Compassion and empathy... it is all unexplainable. Like love, like charity, like giving unselfishly. People sacrifice things for others, without logic or reason, and in some twisted and totally illogical way, that defies explanation. Helping and caring for others is noble, good, and perfect.

But how could you feel that way and be with another who did not understand? A person who did not practice unselfish compassion?

A person who was selfish and unfeeling and at times unmerciful.

It cannot be done.

And so I've realized now that no matter how much you love someone, how much you want them to change even if it's for their own good it just can't be done. If a person is not willing to change for themselves and the good of humanity, then you have no more right to try to change that person than to kill them. It's that simple.

After almost two years of dating and five years of crushing, I'm taking a break from my boyfriend. Please don't question him or me about it... please just understand.
Comments: 2 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Tuesday, December 21st, 2004

Time:11:43 am.
Mood: cold.
You scored as Jewish. You are a Jew.
You understand that there is something basically missing in the teachings of religion and so-called "spirituality" today. The continuity in time and dedication of the Jewish faith make the most sense to you. You may be drawn to Judaeism out of a jaded opinion of the world today, but hey, it can't be a bad thing to be one the chosen people.

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Jewish

75%

Buddhist

75%

Cult

70%

Christian

70%

Catholic

65%

Anarchist

45%

Religion
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cult?!? yeah i don't think so..
Comments: 2 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Saturday, December 4th, 2004

Time:12:20 pm.
1. FIRST NAME: Brittni
2. WERE YOU NAME NAMED AFTER SOMEONE? My middle name Ann-Marie after my gramma Ann and mom's middle name Marie (who the hell cares?)
3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? sometimes
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? right ring
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? a few weeks ago
6. LUNCH MEAT? turkey
7. ANY BAD HABITS? clumsy
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? Barbie 80s dance hit covers
9. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE YOUR FRIEND? I am my own friend
10. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? not recently
11. DO LOOKS MATTER? If they at least try to look clean they don't, but if they have bad hygeine then yes!
12. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? fuck you
13. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? my grandma's house
14. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? Yes too often
15. FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Barbie
16. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU, THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? If you care about History and Art like me Humanities teaches you a lot! Open is useless, I wish I didn't have it so I could take extra classes
18. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? tons
19. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY / GIRL? Personality, sense of humor, compassion, empathy
20. NICKNAME (S)? Bambi, yon, bert
21. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? maybe someday
22. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? no
23. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? I'm a tough little chick!
24. WHAT IS YOUR SHOE SIZE? 7 in heels 8 in tennis shoes
25. FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? cookie dough
26. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? green
27. YOU HAVE ANY WISDOM TEETH? Yes and they're growing in like ouchy!
28. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? my cousin vacuum
29. DO YOU WANT PEOPLE TO READ THIS? sure
30.WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? my aunt on the phone
31. THE LAST THING YOU ATE? cocoa puff
32. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? heathurrr
33. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? the way they interact with others
34. PET PEEVE? loudness, ignorance
35. FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK? grapefruit juice
36. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? smirnoff ice or beer
37. FAVORITE SPORT(S)? baseball, lacrosse
38. FAVORITE HAIR COLOR? brown for guys, blonde for girls
39. FAVORITE EYE COLOR? green or brown for guys, blue for girls
40. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes
41. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Yes
42. FAVORITE MONTH? december
43. FAVORITE FOOD? general tso
44. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Becket
45. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? who likes mondays? Friday
46. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? it's been so long i don't remember, yes probably
47. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? I like scary movies but after I watch them I can't sleep, so happy endings with a suprise twang
48. LONG RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Long relationships unless they're not going anywhere then short ones
49. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO READ THIS? Nick
50. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO READ THIS? Nate
51. WHAT ARE YOU READING? This survey duuhh
52. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? scribbles
53. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? trivial pursuit
54. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? golden girls
55. FAVORITE SMELLS? patchouli and jasmine
56. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? back to sleep plz
57. WHO WOULD YOU NOT WANT TO READ YOUR ANSWERS? why have discretion for a survey like this?
58. WHO DO YOU MOST WANT TO READ YOUR ANSWERS? vacuum
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Wednesday, October 6th, 2004

Time:2:48 pm.
R.I.P Rodney Dangerfield =(
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Saturday, September 25th, 2004

Time:4:34 pm.
Seven things in your room:
1) books
2) computer
3) stars and moons
4) mrs. gaspar's tie
5) lots of video games
6) music
7) personal writings

Do You: Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no...well... not anymore i suppose
Read the newspaper?: the variety section
Pray?: yes
Have a Job: looking
Attend Church: occasionally

Have you ever:
Been in love?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: eye surgery... that was a bitch, but i got a cool eye patch!
Swam in the dark?: yes
Been to a Bonfire?: yes, long live the cabin!
Got Drunk?: that was a long time ago
Ran away from home?:yes, to the park with my little pony backpack
Played strip poker?: no, but i've watched a game in progress (no one ended up taking anything off)
Gotten beaten up?: in play
Beaten someone up?: up above
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: cable 12
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Describe your first kiss?: dark movie theater.. really not very memorable at all, it was awkward and i'd rather not consider it a kiss. my first REAL kiss, was last year, august 22nd
Coffee?: i'm addicted
Cologne/Perfume: LOL shayla EXCLAIMATION!, i used to wear that stuff when i was little, but now it's ralph lauren blue, or CKone

In the last 24 Hours have you....:
Cried: nope, first day in a long time too
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: i've been sick for a week
Sang: yes
Been kissed: yes
Felt stupid: all the time
Talked to an ex: no
Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Sex with someone: no
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Thursday, September 2nd, 2004

Time:2:53 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
I'm EMPLOYED!!!

yay!! after sooo many months of applying to jobs i really didn't want, i got hired at DQ with Vanessa!!! and i didn't even have to go in for an interview!! yay
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Time:3:05 am.
I'm frightened! I just joined MySpace less than a day ago and all I did was post a pic.. nothing about me or ANYTHING! I just checked my email and i got-





Sender Subject

narami_pr@yahoo.com Spike would like to be added as one of your friends!
bambezzled87@hotmail.com John would like to be added as one of your friends!
cruzin4abruzin777@ yahoo.com Nick would like to be added as one of your friends!
wcp_media@ hotmail.com ~ W.C.P 2130 ~ would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from erwin on MySpace
patrick_Dundon@ hotmail.com Ova! would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from Idreema40ozers on MySpace
mikestone322@aol.com Stone would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from Darlington on MySpace
TRCrUnity@aol.com MiKeY would like to be added as one of your friends!
ThisSilencedHeartache06@ hotmail.com Harley would like to be added as one of your friends!
GtrFrk@msn.com RiOn would like to be added as one of your friends!
dg4087@mail.com - D - would like to be added as one of your friends!
hemingwaymusic1@ hotmail.com Hemingway would like to be added as one of your friends!
pimpstatis1985@ hotmail.com Ah-Ha !!! would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from Amber on MySpace Wed
vampiricjuggalo@ yahoo.com Tony would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from photogchet on MySpace
chestervictor@ vicpics.com photogchet would like to be added as one of your friends!
sonofrebellion@ yahoo.com Gauge would like to be added as one of your friends!
bryant@ orangeglue.com bryant would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from Nick on MySpace
boatm005@umn.edu Pt would like to be added as one of your friends!
jloch84@comcast.net Fillmore would like to be added as one of your friends!
bguard@gotoyaki.com jace would like to be added as one of your friends!
mandt081802@ yahoo.com Mathew would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from kim on MySpace
message@myspace.com New message from keith on MySpace
message@myspace.com New message from Joey on MySpace
april_keith@ hotmail.com Downshift would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com New message from Davis...Matt Davis on MySpace
vedamusic@ hotmail.com Veda would like to be added as one of your friends!
slow_ass_civic@ yahoo.com Jesse would like to be added as one of your friends!
message@myspace.com A friend has posted a new comment about you
message@myspace.com New message from 413X. on MySpace
refusedevolution@ yahoo.com 413X. would like to be added as one of your friends!

... The scary thing is, is that all but one of those e-mails was dated from yesterday, and I didn't even get my account until 4 or 5 am...

man wtf

HAHAHA oh shit.. if any of you out there have seen ...that scary girl on My Space (you know who you are, alex k nick h everyone at mason's last night) ... lmao well, one of the guys listed as her friend also added me as a friend, and he didn't even know who i was, or that me and her were in any way connected... funny how things work out =/.
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Monday, August 30th, 2004

Time:5:11 am.
Crap. I accidentally clicked on the Yahoo Messenger icon instead of the Semagic icon... I really AM tired.

I NEED TO GO TO BED.

also i need to fix my sleep schedule, and stop watching Party Monster, because that movie is just generally bad for my health.

VANESSA - what time are you going to pictures on tuesday?? I need to see you!!! and we need to hang out!!
Comments: 2 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Thursday, July 29th, 2004

Time:12:54 pm.
Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, lalalalalala...
Comments: 3 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Tuesday, July 27th, 2004

Subject:hmmmm...
Time:2:23 am.
I was looking at google images, and come across this...


WHAT THE FUCK

who buys that shit?
Comments: Wish Upon the Stars.

Thursday, July 22nd, 2004

Time:2:55 am.
Mood: tired.

which of your LJ friends would come to see you perform at a strip club?
LJ Username
slips you a 20 stairznflowerz
receives a lapdance from you brujerista
gets extra favors after the show massofhumanshit
buys you a drink wherecowsgo
gets kicked out by the bouncer for licking the pole brujerista
doesn't tip you at all,that fucker descendedangel
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DOB
Favourite Color
Will Marry A Local Emo Boy Who Wants You To Be Their Punk Rock Princess
You Are Most Like Piper
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yay!! my emo boy <333
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

Wednesday, July 21st, 2004

Time:10:27 pm.
ATTENTION:

If ANYONE is going to warped tour, PLEASE comment asap. I NEED someone to go with or else I can't go. I already have my ticket. Thanks everyone!!!!
Comments: 4 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Sunday, July 18th, 2004

Time:11:47 am.
Canada was absolutely amazing. The people I met at the camp were some of the most incredible people in the world. They showed me so many wonderful things and all in all it was just a beautiful experience. The talent show was amazing, dancing was amazing, even skills groups were great. I'm going back next year even if I have to hitchhike.
Comments: 3 Made Wishes - Wish Upon the Stars.

Monday, July 5th, 2004

Time:3:03 pm.
Mood: disappointed.

LJ friend stats
LJ Username
LJ friend who likes you the most beefgerky17
LJ friend who wants to meet you vixentheweenie
LJ friend who has a crush on you blacksaltwater
LJ friend who looks up to you wherecowsgo
LJ friend who you should get to know better unreal_pressure
Percentage of LJ friends who actually read your entries - 64%
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ahh i really don't understand parents sometimes, grounding you for the smallest things. she loves my boyfriend more than me, he's the only one i can ever see. oh well, it's a hell of a lot better than staying at this shitty place. on the way to his house i'm going to pick up an application for DQ - last time I went in there they said that they already wanted to hire me because they need work really bad, and they told me to be sure to pick one up today, so that's what i'm doing. i hope i'm not getting my hopes up and they decide they don't need me. for everyone i made plans with today, i am really really sorry. if you know me well enough you'll know how my mom is, and you'll realize that it really wasn't my choice to not be able to go. i'm not trying to get out of this just to see my boyfriend - i can see him whenever i want, and i really, really wanted to do this. i'm so sorry, i love you all.
Comments: 1 Made Wishe - Wish Upon the Stars.

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